takiingastand

itssochoice:

                                    ❝    —— sigh.  ❞

            he cares about cameron.             really,
            ferris cares about him a lot,          more
            than he liked to admit.              they’ve 
            been   through   a  lot  of  shit  together,
            and    that    means   something   in   a
            friendship.

            but fuck,            this kid needed to take
            a chill pill.         a huge one, preferably
            the   size   of  his   head  that’d   hit  his
            system   in  less   than   a  few  seconds,
            because damn,              did he NEED it.

            he’s   turned   his  attention  momentarily
            to   the   great   gatsby  poster   secured 
            above his head on his ceiling,            in
            hopes  that  the  fading  black and white
            print    would    drown    out    cameron’s 
            incessant                                bitching.

            not that he blamed him, really.   he had
            every right to be upset with ferris.      he
            promised he’d help this time, really help!
            unlike   all  the  other  times  when  he’d
            leave  him  with  the  supplies  and swap
            saliva  in  a  nice game  of tonsil  hockey
            with sloane.     which sounded nice right
            about now.        it beat this by a million.

             ❝   cameron. i promised i’d help, didn’t
                   i? how many times have i broken a
                   promise? and those times with the
                   cheerleaders don’t count. that wasn’t
                   my fault.   ❞

     did you hear that? what else could it have
     been but the jarring sound of cameron’s
     waning patience shattering to smithereens

     ❝ god…. DAMMIT!! ❞

     digits spring forward, claiming a pillow from
     the expanse of ferris’ bed, furrowing tautly
     around the plush material as he proceeds
     to repeatedly clout ferris with the item he
     has purloined. 

     ❝ get! whack the hell! whack outta! whack
         bed! whack you! whack  ASSHOLE! ❞

     conceding defeat, cameron huffs at his bangs,
     tossing the pillow in the direction from which
     it was taken. 

     ❝ the hell’s the matter with you, anyway? i rip
         myself open for you on a daily basis. you ask
         for somethin’, i give it to you, no questions
         asked
, like some lost god damn puppy — i
         ask for something, i invite myself to put up
         with this bullshit. unbelievable. ❞

     and he pivots on the precarious heel of his
     foot, ambling in pursuit of his backpack.

     ❝ well, so much for that — not anymore,
         pal. sayonara. see you in the hallway
         or somethin’ one of these days, but
          that’s it. i’m - i’m drawing the line. ❞

     …for the third time this week.